I’m awake at 2am because…

I’m awake at 2am because i feel like something is wrong I’m awake at 2am because i feel like I’VE done something wrong I feel like I’m going to be told off,  Like I’m going to get bad news I’m[…]

The word autistic

The word autistic I don’t like it  Tic, ck, ck It sticks  in my throat Like a  dry biscuit I have Autism.

Social housing? More like social herding

Social housing More like social herding Led down bleak tunnelesque roads Faced with a tight concrete holding area on top of each other, watching each other, waiting.  Hearded in to small brick pens Blocky and dark, tiny window with no[…]

number ten decay; social housing.

And amongst all the number ten decay, the only cabinets real people are and should be bothered with are the ones that won’t fit in to their new homes, social expectations reduced, the vintage collected over years, the teak units[…]

I’m your first grandchild

I’m your first grandchild. Born to your first daughter.  I understand your humming Your whistles and whispers We are the same, you and me.    I wish i knew more of your  invisible invasion.  I can hazard a guess, but[…]

PDA Panda, not for me. Sloth.

The community have mixed views on the asd jigsaw piece I have stronger views on the pda panda  Something a panda would not have  Strong views If it gave a fuck it would fuck If it gave a damn, it[…]

Is it because I am like a man?

Is it because I am like a man? Bullish Firm and stand my ground Refuse to roll over and take it lying down But it can’t be, can it?   Social Rapists. Self indulgent and full of shit.   Cunts.[…]

That lightbulb moment

That lightbulb moment Well it came too late   The glass had already been placed across the flesh of my then childless carcass. Very thin, so very very thin, little resistance against my thick skin   With an infernal fist,[…]

An old but ever relevant one. ASD

this holds a special place in my heart, as shit as most of it is, i like the second half pictured below. To me, it sums up my then confusing and scary ‘emotional episodes’ otherwise known as undiagnosed autism meltdowns[…]

I’m not sure why

I don’t know whats spinning around your head, so you decide not to come to bed, but I’m not scared to bear the truth, there’s nothing there to bother you. Imaginary monsters claw at your snores and i am unable to[…]